I would say that I can't believe I fell off the gym express again but I'd definitely be lying. the truth is it is way harder than it was for me 5 years ago to hit the gym on a frequent bases. For one reason or another I just couldn't get myself motivated to stay focused on the goal. So sadly I have to admit that I somehow made it a daily grind to eat my way to dare I say 300 lbs. Now with my 5'10'' frame I hear all the time that " You don't look it" or " You carry your weight well." And I guess that I would have to thank the good man above for allowing the excess weight to fall in the "right" places. But nonetheless I plan to finally do something about it. I love my curves but I want the tone and definition like Serena Williams. While I don't see this happening overnight (more like a year maybe 2 years) I have convinced myself that I am committed to FINALLY taking the necessary steps to get ideal image in my head that I can responsibly achieve.SN: while prior to Monday I hadn't been to the gym in about 3 months I did have a 5 week long streak of going to the gym 3-4days a week somewhere in that mix. *smiles from ear to ear* But really I am going to do it and I decided that to make myself committed to this I would keep a daily long of my workouts and weight myself on Fridays and keep a gym bag with fresh workout clothes in my truck so that I can always be prepared to hope in the gym. Wish me luck again for the 3rd time this year.
Some Pics of me at 300 lbs.
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| Head out with my hubby on our Anniversary |
Some Pics of me at 300 lbs.
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| Hanging out with My Hubby at The Vortex in ATL |